
I struggle against my bindings and fantasize about being abducted and bound and abused, fucked, sucked, forced to do things I would never do, all the while being strangled, hanged, bagged, or asphyxiated. The imagination is a truly incredible thing...I can actually get myself worked into a frenzy from the images in my mind, and before I know it, I'm wet. I tease myself, lowering my cunt onto the vibrator, then lifting it up, struggling against my bindings, holding my breath.
When I'm ready, I slip my head through the noose and lay forward on the bed, feeling my pussy tingle. This is why I strangle, this is the attraction of asphyxiation and breath play to me - that tingle, the wetness that follows, and the insane orgasms that come later. Like the vibrator, I tease myself with the noose too, bringing myself to the edge and back over and over. It's difficult to describe the sensations.

When I'm ready, I slam my cunt down on the vibrator and imagine that I'm being brutalized. My neck in the noose, I imagine that my attacker is also strangling me from behind. My back arches, the vibrator plunges deeper inside me, and my vision starts to sparkle at the edges. The intense pleasure that ripples through my body is indescribable. Despite his best intentions, my orgasms with my husband (who doesn't know about my fetishes/obssessions) are nothing compared to the ones I get when I'm masturbating this way.


